Back to making everyone around me hate who I’ve become.
Back to feeling worthless 24/7.
Back to thinking nothing but suicidal thoughts & nothing more than my daughter will hate me.
Back to being the quiet one.
Back to binge eating & purging.
Back to all my old habits I thought I got rid of.
Thank you inner demons for making me realize there’s no way I’ll ever win if you have already won..
“Men have called me mad; but the question is not yet settled,
whether madness is or is not the loftiest intelligence – whether much that is glorious – whether all that is profound – does not spring from disease of thought – from moods of mind exalted at the expense of the general intellect.”